I am now friends with her and committed to being God's provision for at least the next nine months through the Justice Project. We were not together for very long today, but that time slot had been divinely set apart for us from before the foundation of the world. She felt more awkward than I did, what with having the benefit of prayer room interaction under my belt. I will forever be grateful for the priceless training and experience that I have received through 24-7 and the example that has been set for us there.
I arrive in the Spirit's power, free of fear and any discomfort despite the air of oppressiveness that hits me as I drive up to the house. The front door opens into a home filled wall-to-wall with family, ranging in age from grown children to toddler- sized grands. The warmth of the house takes the chill out of my bones on this bleak March day. Making our introductions, we sit down together at her one table, my explaining to her the part we are about to play in her life. We first go over the details of her physical needs. She is not expecting much. Most of the work that needs doing can be done by a set of skilled hands. She needs more hope than anything else.
I am able to get the beginning of the back story as I ask her how I can pray for her. The tale is all too typical: the care of children and grandchildren has fallen to her, together with that of her mother who suffers from dementia. She is out of work and is suffering the telltale physical and emotional signs of stress. The needs are far greater than those on the surface. After praying, I open my eyes to her tears. Holding her hand, I tell her she is no longer alone in this and that we are available to her in the weeks and months to come. Reluctantly I take my leave after picking up on signals of dismissal, reassuring her that I will be back before too long.
With a heavy heart, I drive away but choose to not leave Reid Park just yet, touring the neighborhood to see what is available to the lives that are represented here. Beyond the wonderful recreation center at the top of the hill there is nothing. I make the observation that there are no stores. Merchants are unwilling to invest in the 'hood. Residents must travel many miles to just pick up a loaf of bread, a gallon of milk. This deeply angers me, a society that knows only how to value the dollar bill. After awhile I make the turn to go home, a journey made in total silence. Music would be inappropriate right now. The sense of injustice builds as I drive past our city's new light rail line, hideous yet expensive artwork lining the tracks. That's how our tax dollars are spent, not on providing for the impoverished, not for improving the condition of our schools and making investments towards excellence, but instead used to create a facade for a blighted part of town. I am frustrated by the curse of generational poverty that drowns people in hopelessness. Those grands of Evelyn's don't stand a chance when all that they know is all that their grandma knows.
I will share my findings with my life group this coming week and challenge them to leave behind their comfort zones that they have been locked behind by well-meaning but misguided parents whose idea of being the Church is confined to the four walls of a building. My personal return will be in the company of my man who has volunteered to step up to the physical challenges that keep Evelyn's house from being less than a home.
I want to plant some flowers. I want to sweep away the hopelessness. I want to breathe new life into my dear Evelyn.
Hear my prayer, O Lord: Thy Kingdom come, Thy will be done on earth... -K